The (in)glorious uncertainty of how things would shape up in next couple of weeks for me.
But surprisingly (for me), i'm quite at peace.
Whatever happens, it will happen from Allah, and Allah knows best.
Fabi Ayyi Ala E Rabbikuma tukajjiban - فَبِأَيِّ آلاءِ رَبِّكُمَا تُكَذِّبَانِ
Then which of the favors of your Lord will you deny? "We do not deny any of our Lord's bounties/favors upon us."