Originally Posted by Sir Humayun
I'm way behind way way way waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay behind.......
Please do not think about it that way. It is a matter of feeling rather than knowledge. At that point in time - it is sublime where you just simply look at the world in awe. Awe is not right either. It is hard to explain. Words truly become meaningless and a burden.
PS: Sufis use the work "Zawk" - taste - to describe this state.
PPS: I like zawk better than the other word - Fannah - annihilation - because you are not annihilated but truly become - Hu.