Pilot is always in an awkward position. He was not as senior as Rafique or HB and also was not able to mix with Shanto and the followers. Kind of a lone fighter.
Anyway with all your scandals I acknowledge you as one of the best assets our cricket could get. Even if I do not it does not matter. You are obviously!
(I still cannot stop blaming his captaincy which put scars like defeat to Canada in a WC encounter)
Human mind has all the power, when your mind is grind grit wins the battle. Go Bangladesh. Be the world number one in Test Ranking.