Abhs my friend; it seems to me that you are really depressed! I know you have been spending quite amount of time in this board. You are definitely doing some good stuff by bringing those nice pictures quite often. So, all I am saying it’s time to take a little break at least a week or so from this site. In the mean time, give me your mailing address so I can send you couple of doses of Zoloft. I am telling you this stuff is great. I think no one deserve it more than you.
